today started off to a good start but i never know what will happen in my life anymore.I dont trust nything or anyone. Will it be a good day or a bad will thge shadows kill me more? or will light help me? Alot of people think im hard to undertsnad well it is true i really am hard to understand. I started writeing poams and writeing songs and starting to play my electric guitar more.Days were starting to get better until i heard that my bf is going to die,i dont know how i will live any longer but i have to stay long im only on one last thread and if that thread snaps i will die.I went to a new schoolpeople look at me as if i dont belong they call me goth and lable me but i am not labled i am just me i am who i amno one can change that they can take my heart but no one cantake my soul. no one will ever understand me never i have changed majorly for the past 3 years and i dont know if i will ever get back to myself again.Melancholy winds blow as my life passes on each day im older each years oass im a year older i willdie and i will live so will every one why do people judge? there is no use of it...each day passes on so melancholy so lonly so hurt...